Friday, February 23, 2007

Something went wrong today....................


I have seen when I am overzealous I tend to hurt people..almost like people hurting neighbours' eardrums during a marriage procession by bursting crackers or gali puja commitees by playing loud music. Today I hurt my twin sis who has always been there like a shadow,my conscience in flesh and blood and being my support always.Why did I hurt her? Did I hurt her because I was trying to push away my insecurities or did i do it cause I was overconfident?Think of a situation where a person already is feeling bad or a little bit scared and on top of that you try to reason out with her by showing her poking her in her eyes telling her "SEE I PITY YOU".

But eventually this is not what you had wanted to do,but you did it and now there is no way you take the hurt away.How do you respond to such a situation?say I AM SORRY or YOU KNOW I DIDN'T REALLY MEAN IT?or say I LOVE U. I think this is a totally lost situation...

I dont know,this week is wasted!!!!!

See Ya!!!!!!!!!!

3 Comments:

Blogger Aparna said...

Had not come here for a long long time....and missed your psots...as I was definitely off-blogs for a long time now.
She was fine baby...she had taken it well...we tend to hurt those we love most...especially to defend ourselves sometimes...
Cheer up!

11:52 PM  
Blogger aditi said...

dont fear of misunderstandings with people who love you..............cos they know you...so dont worry....just make things lighter for her when you get a chance

11:16 PM  
Blogger aditi said...

keep writing.you have ideas which can even form a poem

11:16 PM  

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